i want a hiatus.

from blogging. from people. from everybody. from those who hate me to those who adore me. including those who'll miss me. and people who can recognize me.

cos i can no longer recognize the world. it's getting too tough. i can no longer handle.

i used to be oblivious to people. cos there's so many others i can just randomly find. what are they? just people. just friends. i'll never run out of company. but when there's love. it's different. completely. cos there's only one person you love. nobody comes close. nobody will be the same.

losing your obliviosity, is. vulnerability.

let me take myself away. before the world behind chase, catch up with me and engulf me.